I miss you ...

It is just hard being an au pair from the aspect where all your friends leave at some point. Even tho they are still your friends of course its not the same at all! It is so sad when There is a group of people and than a minute later you find yourself alone. Today was very very hard for me to control my feelings and not to cry. When I started to think that most of my friends left...it is just crazy...

I miss you Melisa !!

Oh sweetie I miss you so much! You were the one who always draged me out of the house, always wanted to do something, never gave me 10 minutes for myself but I loved and I still love you for all you did for me. You made me more social, you made me laugh all the time and you were so silly with me! I just miss this sillines and I miss beeing around you all the time. I know you are still my friend but we will never again have this days when you would call me and say : c'mon move your ass let's go for a coffee or for lunch... I guess I will miss that for ever! I love you so much and I hope you are enjoying your German life now. miss you girl!

Lilly I just can't find words how I miss you too! I miss our farm trips, or just hanging around in my room sitting on the floor and eating cupcakes! You are my first friend here in Usa and I wil never forget about that! I miss you so much but I am happy for you that you choose a path that is better for you! Please come and visit me soon !

Valentina I know I did not spent too much time with you but I do really miss you. I miss your positive attitude and just everything about you. I never saw you in bad mood, you were always smiling and that gave me energy to be happy myself! Hope to see you in December

Jordaaaan ! Where should I start with you? My freaking movie partner! Now I always need to go alone and it is borring !! I miss you and I miss your happines and sillynes and love to act..you are jsut the funniest and happest and most honest guy I know. Miss all our panera bread evenings and also all your sillines when you got drunk :) Come baaaack :)

Martina ! You are the last one who left me! You silly honest girl...I just think you are seriously the most awesome girl ever. I love your hairstayle, I love your jokes and I love your seriousines...haha you were always telling the truth and you did not give a sh*t what other people said or tought of you. I wish I could learn from you ! I will see you soon ! I promisse I will visit you !

I just can not express how sad I am that theese people left me ! They were just so awesome and every and each of them is just so much different but all together we were perfect match ! I would love to turn the time back but I think this is not gonna happen... guys it was awesomet ime when we were together and I will never forget it! I know each of you have a new life now but I just can not exclude you of mine. You were a big part of it and still are ! I love you so much and yea...It is even harder for me to let go because I was the one who came first and I am the one who is still here and all of you left me  :) I know it is not on purpose It is just life but sometimes this sucks ! I wish we could be neighbours for ever !

Take care and don't you ever dear to forget about me !

your crazy Sabrina XOXO